A hyphen. I walk the plank between my two names
—call me Esther.
The Hebrew three-root letters mean to hide, hidden.
A song, repeated.
Of a woman beaten.
Because we never have to sing our own.
A half-truth: we are our fathers’ daughters.
Teach our hands their quiet ways.
A plate, an open mouth.
The gift of white shatter:
never having to say, I hate you.
A dream. I unscrew my skull,
dislodge the tape,
strew her ghost through the trees.
Published in Cider Press Review, Volume 23, Issue 6.
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Catherine-Esther Cowie is a graduate of the Pacific University low-residency MFA program. Her writing has appeared in The Common, Poetry South, SWWIM, Potomac Review, Southern Humanities Review, Little Patuxent Review, TriQuarterly, West Branch Journal with work forthcoming in Rhino.