Emily Kerlin (2021)

The Apology
by Emily Kerlin

 
Hear you’re in town.
Lie awake, thumb something

quick. Play with syntax,
tone, blame

but it’s not right. See
your lovely face, with vomit

falling softly off one cheek,
your red nose the telltale

sign of sliding off
your slippery wagon.

Settle on hey. dinner
if u promise

not 2 pass out
before dessert.

Later, at a quiet table
near the back

you drop off
into your 80 proof stupor.

I pull out a folded-
up poem

written in microscopic
purple gel pen

which I’ve carried,
along with other

fragile artifacts:
the Nina Simone

mix-tape,
a small wax Buddha

and my love,
which has flown off

like a flop-winged bat
into the night.

 

 

Published in Cider Press Review, Volume 23, Issue 6.

Emily Kerlin (2021)Emily Kerlin studied Creative Writing at Antioch College. She has been teaching the difference between “chicken” and “kitchen” to English Language Learners in public schools for the last 10 years. She lives in Urbana, Illinois with her husband, four teenagers and a geriatric brown dog.

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